There’s something about sampling directly from vinyl that feels so much more rewarding than chopping mp3s.
Do not fear being alone. We are all alone in this life, and yet we never truly are. We are born alone, we die alone, and we dance together in aloneness amongst existence as a whole. We are already complete, overflowing with unity.. So try not to get caught up in the personal idea of (the desire for) relationships and love because in that you forget the substance of love on a cosmic level.. and you ARE the cosmos; it is essential that you recognize the interconnectedness and inter-being of all things. Fill yourself with the love of the whole. Fill yourself with love and compassion for your Self. Be love, and love will never leave you. Let your fulfillment come from the revelation of what you really are and what it means to exist. It’s like, if a single atom were missing from the cosmos, the whole of creation would feel and mourn its loss. This is how significant all things are, sweetheart. This is what unconditional love is. I think life is not giving you what you want because you are looking outwardly for what you should find inwardly. Discover the true source of love within. Use this time ‘alone’ to learn yourself, to know yourself, to accept and embrace and love yourself. Let go of your desires about how things ought to be because then you cannot see things simply as they are. Surrender to the flow and learn the truth of what I mean when I say there exists no boundaries between things.
I think the reason we change so much as people is because we’re in a constant state of death and rebirth. Our lives running their course in consecutive increments of momentary selves, ideas, and energy dictated by every decision we make. We can always be who we are, or become who we want, but we can never be who we were. Not with ourselves, and certainly not with anyone else. The circle of life is indiscriminate and it’ll roll your ass over if you don’t ride the wave. You are a child of the universe. Embrace the changes it has to offer. The stars will always be there to guide you.